biancaBT,

I am tired of you. I am seriously sick and tired of you. Your making me wait , just to see if I have a chance with you. What kind of person are you? .. I knew you better than this. You say you love me, but I know it's nothing but a lie. When you love someone , you don't hurt them. Even if you "fucked up" . I adored you . You seemed so real to me. I didn't think this would happen .. Your fading away right infront of me. But I don't wanna make it seem , that I need you. Because I don't. To be honest I'm better off by myself , with my favourite ladies in the world. I'm not going to try to be in your life anymore. I don't wanna be another girl you decide to turn down, because I know I'm worth more than that. You see that I'm suffering , and you don't do anything. So I won't do anything anymore either. I'm leaving now ,before I'm left alone. You can keep all your sorrow , and all of your "love" for someone who cares..because apperently I can't. I am done with you, I don't want to have nothing to do with you anymore. Enough is enough. I just want to be happy. With someone else. The funny thing is , I always had my first love in my head all along. And last night I finally got to talk to him. I've always loved him . .and I'll admit my feelings now. When I speak to him .. I feel invencible. It's like we actually belong. I will never love someone else the way I love him. He has the other half to my heart, and always will. If I could be with him for the rest of my life .. believe me I would. & It's not the concept of little butterflies , or when you speak to someone and you palms get sweaty and whenever you speak to that person your heart skips various beats. No. Because that's just a crush. To me , when he speaks to me .. it's like everything is sharpen. Everything seems so brand new to me with him. He make me laugh like no one else in this world can....LITERALLY. No one else in this galaxy can take his place in my heart.
Not even you ...

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
— Marilyn Monroe