biancaBT,

I am tired of you. I am seriously sick and tired of you. Your making me wait , just to see if I have a chance with you. What kind of person are you? .. I knew you better than this. You say you love me, but I know it's nothing but a lie. When you love someone , you don't hurt them. Even if you "fucked up" . I adored you . You seemed so real to me. I didn't think this would happen .. Your fading away right infront of me. But I don't wanna make it seem , that I need you. Because I don't. To be honest I'm better off by myself , with my favourite ladies in the world. I'm not going to try to be in your life anymore. I don't wanna be another girl you decide to turn down, because I know I'm worth more than that. You see that I'm suffering , and you don't do anything. So I won't do anything anymore either. I'm leaving now ,before I'm left alone. You can keep all your sorrow , and all of your "love" for someone who cares..because apperently I can't. I am done with you, I don't want to have nothing to do with you anymore. Enough is enough. I just want to be happy. With someone else. The funny thing is , I always had my first love in my head all along. And last night I finally got to talk to him. I've always loved him . .and I'll admit my feelings now. When I speak to him .. I feel invencible. It's like we actually belong. I will never love someone else the way I love him. He has the other half to my heart, and always will. If I could be with him for the rest of my life .. believe me I would. & It's not the concept of little butterflies , or when you speak to someone and you palms get sweaty and whenever you speak to that person your heart skips various beats. No. Because that's just a crush. To me , when he speaks to me .. it's like everything is sharpen. Everything seems so brand new to me with him. He make me laugh like no one else in this world can....LITERALLY. No one else in this galaxy can take his place in my heart.
Not even you ...

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
— Marilyn Monroe

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 .

HAY. Yes, i haven't blogged in forever .. but i have to confess I made a blog on Tumblr and im addicted to it. That's why I haven't really blogged here. But whenever I feel like blogging , or just talking about my day .. I know just where to go, piczo:).  So I'll blog here sometimes still , no worries! I miss piczo very much and all my followers and your posts.
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You said that when the times right you'll come around, but I can't wait that long, cause I want you now. You'll never understand the things you do to me, I'm so stupid in love, i can't count to 3. Ima let you know now that i'll never quit, I was taught to fight for what I want until I win. But I think i'm losing..baby prove me wrong. Can't you hear my heart? I put it in this song. If our love is wrong, i don't wanna be right, cause at the end of the day I just want you here at night. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't fathom the thought of you without a me. Just promise me, that you'll always know, I loved you like a present, you're my shiny bow. So here it is, everythings on the table,
so now you decide, if you're willing & able. - me


much love,
ya girl BT.

Baby , you make me feel invincible..

See baby we’re the perfect two . You couldn’t say it better, you're the ink to my letter.
The wool to my sweater, you’re the hook to my song .The last of my friends. You close to me, basically the tats to my skin. So don’t leave cause baby you the checks to my dunks..The beat to my heart, The air to my lungs .I need you baby cause you the actor in my scene, you’re the coach to my team. The king in my dreams.

 ♥ Perfect Two Remix- Gabby G feat.Legacy, Price Tag,Traphik & Chrishan